7:50

Hello 7:50

today I am not well,

for I know what you mean

as I drive this morn

to a place 

I can no longer stand,

sensing a horror 

creeping inside

a shaking 

becoming uncontrollable 

tearing this hole 

in my stomach

nausea setting in,

I wonder why 

I am still here 

for I shouldn't 

hate 7:50.